When you are a control freak and assume all that happens around you is yours to mold and sculpt into what you want, what happens when life doesn’t do what you want? No matter how influential you are or think you are life throws curve balls and you have no chance of getting things to go the way you want it. Not even money and influence can sometimes allow you to control everything.
…as I’ve always said you have to take care of your mental health and guard it jealously. Don’t let anyone try to pierce the bubble that you put around yourself. They will gaslight you and make you doubt yourself and sometimes even your own sanity………It’s not a nice feeling and that’s when you need people you can trust as they make that difference. They form that cocoon around you and make sure you are comfortable in your own skin.
It’s the only time of year that you will have some persons showing that they are not as unapproachable and gruff as they appear the rest of the year. Is it a front or do they allow the festivities and feelings of the Christmas to just take them over and or overwhelm them?
Only you can determine your state of mind or let’s rephrase that, only you should. Try not to have anyone else control your way of thinking. When they do it’s to their benefit and your detriment. Have you ever seen persons trying to control someone else? It’s an interesting situation.
yesterday morning I was just wondering about getting old. I guess it happens after another birthday. Another year on earth and a time to give that higher being thanks for allow me thrive. Getting old is something that has to happen no matter how you try to stave it off.
It’s not because I wouldn’t want to but it’s because I have realized I’m the most important person in my life. If I don’t take care of me who will and I won’t be able to take care of the others in my life. Trust me I am not Mother Theresa.