… Think about it. We think we want to do certain things and achieve so many things in life and then to get to the “end” and realize that it’s not really what you want and because you have worked so long to get there is hard to let go and move on. …
…I could understand fear of failure that might cause someone to hold back but the fear of success. I thought about it, why would a fear of being successful cause one to hold back to that extent. …
…I would travel by myself all the time. So many persons that I know thought I was crazy. Who travels by themselves and is not lonely. As long as I had something to read and my Walkman I was fine. I was never alone nor was I lonely. I had myself for company….
I’m learning how to continue to plan for everything but separate it from worrying about what might happen. It takes a while to get to the stage where we just let things go and just ride with the flow.
I have seen persons holding on to things that might have happened to them ages ago and wonder why they always feel down. Sometimes we have to just let it go and allow ourselves to heal.
He and I argued a lot because I just figured he was not the boss of me and so therefore should not be telling me what to do. He didn’t care that I was grown. The fact is I am my father’s child and I figure that’s why we butted heads just a little too often.